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You are just a liar.

2009-11-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

Yeah, I'm missing quite awhile & I'm back again. This few days seem so sucks to me. I hate it, I hate my life, it seems so unfair to me. & Overall, its LIES AGAIN! Well, I think there won't be anymore. (: Off for 2 days already, going back to work tomorrow (: My off days sucks, I rather work. His father called few days back, didn't answered haven't get back to him yet. Wondering whats happening.. Wordy post again ;D

其实我是他的替身, 怎能爱我爱的如此蛮横

也许放开是一种解脱...

2009-10-30T04:15:00.003+08:00

Have not been blogging recently, even since I start work I've no time to blog. ): How I wish I don't need to work. Work had been fine so far, colleague are pretty friendly (: But work are just so stress to me, sigh. Something is bothering recently, I don't know how could I explain, sigh.

1 year of promise will goes on.

2009-10-19T16:39:00.005+08:00

Really very sad, I don't know what to say or how could I say. But I'm really lost for word, hope this 1 year of promise will have a good outcome. Well, forget it, you guys won't understand. Yesterday went Darling's house accompany her chit-chat, she really cheered me up alot, I have thought through everything. Went home at today morning, bathe & changed then headed to Takashimaya to settle my work thing. Well everything went smoothly, I'm starting work tomorrow (: Darling is also working tomorrow, probably we can meet for lunch Haha! Love her to max! ;D

Looking forward to work (:

2009-10-17T17:28:00.005+08:00

Haha! Well, yesterday went down to company to sign a form to start work, again Eunos -.- so far... Will be starting work next week ;D Haha! Visit me at Takashimaya uh. After that went Jurong Point to buy clothes & heels for my work & after that home. Omg, heels for work, guess it will be damn tiring uh. Haha! I'm out of cigarettes! Gonna buy now (:

Jingyu got a job (:

2009-10-16T00:32:00.003+08:00

After resting for so long finally got a job. ;D Its a fragrance promoter for Thierry Mugler, this brand still seems quite strange to me, but guess it should be fine. If everything go smoothly, I'll be starting work on Monday (: Don't bear to say goodbye to such a carefree life I have now, but no choice. Well, today almost like running around the whole Singapore Lol, interview after interview. Passby town & drop by to meet Darling for lunch & she went back to work (: Guess when I start work we are able to have lunch together everytime Haha!

No time to love.

2009-10-13T19:08:00.004+08:00

Went down for an interview just now, Haha! I could say its a sucessful one ba. & Thursday I will have a second interview, hope I can get the job, its working at a CD shop in town, & it pay $1800 as basic plus commission why not? Haha! Plus, its only 5 days work weekly. Wish me good luck alrights! & Later I'm going to "throw away" all those unhappiness. I have my ways (: I'm not gonna think anymore, no time to love anymore Haha! When I'm on my way back just now, a freaking malay auntie, with her idiot heels step on my toe & my nail came off! So unlucky.

Time will heal me.

2009-10-13T03:23:00.003+08:00

I'm not going to think anymore, my heart is dead. Everything is just a lie overall. Every single word of his is just lie, I'm just being stupid for believing it. Sad is over, hope I'll be fine real soon. I'm going to forget him, totally. His everything is not related to me anymore. I'm not going to give a damn anymore, I'm just being silly all these while. Every promises is put to a full stop.

Tell me what to do.

2009-10-12T18:35:00.005+08:00

Wondering how is he doing already, wondering did he really went back. Hope he know what to do, hope he is fine. Haven't hear from him few days already. Well, forget it, I can't care too much. I guess sometime I'm just thinking too much, I don't know I can hold on for how long or even tolerate everything, everything are kept inside my heart, I can't express out. Sigh, received letter for my exams time table but I have give up halfway long ago. Should I give a try & go for the exams? I missed alot of lessons already, I can't catch up anything. & its one week ahead. Tell me what to do can? I'm so lost now. Missed my interview today too, luckily change to tomorrow.

我要拿什么理由, 来说服自己撑到最后...

Jingyu is back (:

2009-10-11T19:57:00.018+08:00

Hi ! JINGYU is back to blogging (: Like finally right? Haha! Been neglecting my blog for so long because my laptop was down & now its back to normal already, hope I won't neglect it anymore. & I also deleted my older posts already. Wondering what am I doing recently right? I'm still finding for a job ;D Well, I've an interview on later on, wish me good luck ok! Alrights now I've alot of photos for this post bear with it ;D

These photos are taken during my sister's wedding on 20/09/2009. A very nice wedding date right? When it comes to my wedding also must choose a nice date (: My first time being a bridesmaid, fun but tiring ;D Knock off once I reached home Haha.

26/09/2009 went Genting for 3 days with friends, it was a rush trip actually, didn't really play much around the theme park, but still fun overall Haha ;D Didn't expect it was so cold up there, so long never go since I'm young.

09/10/2009 Met up with my used-to-be "Drinking Khakis" Haha. So long never meet already & that day really brought me alot of laughters that I long time don't have. We had buffet dinner at Parris, then movie after that. Went for Pool while waiting for the movie timing, & I guess i'm getting worse in playing pool already! ): After movie, went to Esplanade slack, chatted & laughed, I really miss those time!

10/10/2009 went Marina Barrage with Yuxian, it was my first time there Haha ;D the scenes there are really pretty nice. After that went Selegie there for Rocher beancurd (: so long never eat already ;D then home.